The "good feeling"
After going through life for 29 years, and counting, I do realize that my life often goes through periods of peaks and troughs. At times, I feel low on confidence, sometimes I don’t really notice how I feel in that respect, and other times, I have this “good feeling”.
I learnt not to dwell on bad times, knowing that it will past, and when the “good feelings” come… capture it, and try to keep that as a form of motivation.
The past week is a time when I had the “good feeling”, and it somehow had a positive influence on the way things turned out (more of how we looked at it).
It started last week after my CPA exam on Monday, for the audit paper. I somehow felt that I didn’t prepare too well. It’s the sort of feeling that “you could have done more”. As always, there were tons of distractions when one is studying. I bought a new phone, got a GPS program with all the maps, and finally, bought a Bluetooth GPS receiver. All these while I was supposed to be having “time off” from my work (due to reduced workload) for the preparation of my exam.
What a good use of time… haha.
During the preparation, I was also troubled by the fact that I wasn’t feeling too good about my previous paper, BEC.
The paper wasn’t too tough, hence it gave us a pretty good feeling. After the paper, we rushed home from San Antonio, for the season finale of 24… 2-hour special… usually known as the Jack Bauer Power Hour (in this case, hourS). By God’s grace... we reached home at 6.58pm, 2 minutes before the famous “dee, dee, dee”… adding on to the good feeling.
At night, we were doing our laundry, and I realized that my proof of attendance for my CPA exam went into washing machine. I logged on to the internet to see if I could check that my attendance is recorded. To my surprise (pleasant one), I saw my score for BEC… I PASSED! Despite the fact that this is reputed to be the easiest of all papers, the news was like a weigh off my shoulder. The “good feeling” triples within a day…
It has been a good start to my vacation… Thank God!