Today... I met God

(I wrote these during church service)

Today, I met God during the worship session in church.

Before I came here, I always known worship sessions as a time of high tempo praise and worships songs....

When i joined my current church, being slightly different from my previous one, the worship session was different. Without the high tempo music, I always complained to myself, I never meet God here during the worship. Back in Singapore, I will frequently be touched during our songs, and cry.... here... I almost have never done that.

Today, I went to church, a NEW MAN... having learnt how to surrender to Him during the week. During the worship session (sing song session), despite singing about the same songs as before, my heart was touched... by almost EVERY SONG!!! I kept crying... words like "Live my life for you" "Not to us, to your name be the glory" just filled my heart with so much joy and love... I couldnt stop crying...

I could hear God speaking to me through these words. Jesus was there... he was there to hear me sing to him my praise and worship and my adoration for him (As i am writing this, I am touched again)

I realized... God has always been there... but it's ME who did not step forward to meet me. My physical self was there, but I was never ready to bring my spiritual self to meet him.

Today, I let go of all the injustice I felt against people, the resulting grudges, the rejections, the greed and sense of poverty... I simply surrender my all to him... and I went.... and I met him.....

Amen!